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June 29, 2007

Profile: Accordianist extraordinnaire

Meet Kyle.

- super fun, reative, accordianist extraordinnaire

- we went dancin' in the castro (gay district) was a blast and free!
- kyle reminds us that you don't have to spend money to have fun.
- kyle and I pick up random men to hug. Look how giddy we are about finding a willing stranger.
- Kyle is a beer slut. 1 free beer = kiss, 2 free beers = phone number exchange. 3 beers = fill in the blank.
- kyle is particularly handy to have around. His skill set includes playing nerd instruments, breakfast cereal sales, and digging backdoor tunnels to china.
- say hello to him at myspace.com/kylescotch

May 20, 2007

Berkeley > Garland

Been back here in Garland helping mom at Deli. Today is two weeks. Came with intention of helping her until help arrives. Doing well to that intention. Figured if i'm reading books and watching movies might as well do it in Dallas helping mother. Spent some nice time at alamo park near ma's deli under a grove of trees on a park bench. Checking shitload of great films from the library!

Been helping ma open early by making soi, two greens and one purple, with mung and coco and salt/sugar mix. Doing well to get things done by escaping thru music, audiobooks, and film. Almost got involved in an live-in pet sitter situation. Sold one gun for Lu! felt amazing, like I was closer to my dream of being a traveling salesman!

Looking at my options of returning to Berkeley and when or other options for the summer, Flagstaff? Stay in Garland? Went out with siblings back to Mesquite and saw growth, change, sameness. Had wingstop and shared intimacies with Aunt Van from Viet Nam over the shoulder conversation.

January 06, 2007

Had a bad day/week

“Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.”

My sister, Jessica has been a great friend in my life. I am grateful for the one time she saved me from a deep depression when I was in San Francisco 1/06/07 Journal entry:
weird fucking day. very emotional sad. depressed not keen to future then talk with jessica, a travel companion yeah! So important in life to have a good companion. needed to breathe went to walk Presidio park. nice. very tall trees. realized i need to travel again. why travel. done the loneliness thing. done the boredom thing now i know what i don't want from experience of pain. i want partnership a sharing of hugs. Got out of the depression by talking to Jessica.