March 27, 2011

I don't know why but i've been receiving messages to connect with my loneliness. As though i need to feel sad Things are going very well in my life i'm hopeful of the fture and yet I've been encouraged by several people to reconnect with my dad. But they don't know about what I've seen. They don't know how deep the hurt goes. I'm trying my best to turn a sadness into empowerment.

2 comments:

Nwanneka said...

Hi Dao, I read your words and I do understand. The past is never an easy journey and some of us never get to travel it.In the course of two weeks, I have lost 4 people in death. Though we never had a falling out, I still wish I could Have at least said goodbye or thank you for that one advice that day, just anything, but I will never get that chance. So, my dear friend, I recommend you visit your past just so you can clear thoughts of unspoken words. We never know the future, but we can do all we can to protect our present. You continue to inspire me with your words.
-Nwanneka

sickblackrose said...

funny how I we have parallels...
I have lost connection with my dad for years and years now....
we were never "connected"....
It used to hurt so bad...to think of our relationship...and his dissapointments towards me...and me...towards him...
I've come to a point where...I will be facing my dad...And I will have to connect. He is my dad. There has to be a place in here that has love and compassion for him...not shrouded by anger, resentment.